Beyond the Fever
The story of what happened when COVID took me somewhere I never expected to go.
Who I am beyond the fever dreams
The Hunter
I've spent much time in the woods, tracking, waiting, understanding the rhythms of nature. Hunting taught me patience and respect for the wild — lessons that helped me navigate life's unexpected path.
The Artist
Art has always been my way of making sense of things. Whether it's through painting, writing, or storytelling, I've learned that sometimes the best way to understand something is to create it, to give it form and shape.
The Husband and Father
My Family stood by me through it all— the sickness, the trips to the ER, the ICU, being put on the ventilator, the covid stroke that left me paralyzed, confusion, the long days and nights when I couldn't tell what was real, the weeks in rehab fighting to recover. Their support made it possible for me to recover from these experiences without losing myself.
The Coach/Dreamer
As an ex-athlete/Coach I've tried to push myself and others past the pain and be tough enough to help make our dreams possible. As a Dreamer I've always been someone who pays attention to dreams. But COVID took all that to another level. It wasn't just about being tough, and the dreams and nightmares I experienced weren't just dreaming — they were something deeper, something that felt like a doorway to another kind of consciousness.
Join the Journey
If you're curious about what lies on the other side of the fever dream, explore the stories, watch the videos, and listen to the reflections. This is an ongoing journey, and I'm glad you're here for it.